Nope. Freshers week is not next week. My course is not starting after then. It’s still June, we haven’t even had July or August yet!!
Everyone is going to hate me, the tutors are going to be horrible and I won’t understand my course.
But maybe actually my course will be okay, this could be something that I’ll be really good at.
Okay, now I’m excited to get on with it. I can’t wait to meet my course mates and have study sessions and go to my first lectures.
But what if I get lost and don’t know where any of my lectures are, then I’ll be really behind and get confused easily.
This week feels like it’s going on forever, why it can’t it just be next week already?
Heart pounding, palms sweating, got to calm down. It can’t be that bad, surely it can’t be that bad.
Now the excitement has gone, and I’m just nervous. Nervous, nervous, nervous.
Yup, and now I’m scared. I want this week to carry on going slowly, and then I’ll never have to go to University.
Okay, this is happening. I am embarking on a new journey (cringe) and I’m going to take this in my stride and just get on with it.
Cue the cycle starting again.